Lost Opportunities

LL

You don't seem to be able or willing to 'reply', so I think it must be that the lack of courage you suffer from is still prevalent. Sad really, we would have been great together. You have moved on a few yards and me miles, so you would probably still feel intimidated by my wealth - you certainly were before we parted. You didn't let on too much, but I could tell.

You are a funny lady lurching, as you have, from one man to another and now adding those pounds again as you head towards your mid 60's. You made a real effort in your late 40's but seems to have lost your way again in the years since 2005. 'Mumsy' fashions, a hair style that is dated (it emphasizes the chubbiness in your face) and those earrings you insist on wearing that are too long for your face shape. I guess it's his influence and that of those around him. Nobody has ever told you how to dress properly or apply make up appropriate to you, have they. I know this is a critique of what you look like now but to me you have, as I said, lost your way.

Mind you that has happened a lot in your life, and the one person who could have fixed it you decided to reject...and he's still in love with you.

I closed (complete in your language) on a house in Massachusetts. You would love it - $14m of great real estate. Your guy's place would fit in the garage with room to spare. You were obviously off to Spain recently, now back to face the British winter - part of that rut I mentioned in a previous blog. There are so many places you will never see with him, but many you would have loved if you had stayed where you should. You have to live each day not just weekends and vacations!!

I'm still in London...just. Ash was in Milan a couple of weeks ago for Fashion Week and we met up here in the UK prior to our annual break down under.

I think I promised a small revelation - nothing too world shaking...just that those photos of 'Ash' I posted over the years are not of her at all - they are of another lady that figured in my life some years back. You will never know what Ash truly looks like, will you. Let's just say that she is tall slim, but not skinny; well endowed where it matters, just under 50 (that's her age, not her bust size) very attractive, beautiful and of course very wealthy, as I have said before...and she's American by birth and citizenship. I always land on my feet don't I.


Here's a few photos to show that I don't just take pictures of scenes and beautiful women with my cameras. The trees are in New Hampshire. The little fella, miles and miles away - the other side of the world you could say...

I've included a beautiful woman as well. We don't want you getting bored, do we. I'll leave you to decide whether it's studio shot, or otherwise.

Ciao

Will be 12,000 miles away very soon :)


PS As my penultimate blog mentions, certain items have not been forgotten. Their return would solve some outstanding issues. You know how make the necessary contact. I'll leave it there for you to ponder, but it's back on the 'books' over here, as from this week. Attorney has filed the papers. I'll consider extending it to another jurisdiction or two in due course.