Absent

LL

I will be shutting down for a while, soon - no tweets, no blogs for a while. Mind you, your social media messages are few and far between these days. Just weekend stuff which sort of sums your life up - just weekends. Nothing else to say I guess and nothing to talk about. Such an empty life.

I guess you can't put comments up, because he would see them and I am guessing you are under his full control, as you have been since day one. I recall that phrase of yours - someone in control but not controlling. You failed there didn't you...yet again. You are in his thrall. I guessed as much when you nearly returned, but couldn't quite summon up the courage. There is so much truth in the saying, that the grass isn't always greener on the other side of the hill.

I was never controlling, clever yes, but never controlling.

Look where I am and look where you are. You should have stuck to this side of the hill.

The reason for shutting down, so to speak, is because we are off to the land of Oz, via here in Singapore etc  - wish you were here? I bet you do. But, you made the wrong choice, as you yourself pointed out. Such a foolish woman. I've met a few as you know but you really do take the biscuit for idiocy. All because you are impatient.

Well, as they say, he who laughs last laughs longest...and I have been laughing non stop for nigh on 10 years now. You had more than enough chances and turned them all down. Through fear, lack of courage or being ashamed of yourself. Who knows, but the upshot is that you missed out on the best and the rest of your life

This is a shot of the rooftop area of our new apartment, where we will be spending some time from next week:

I'll leave the rest to your imagination.

Ciao