H to K

We are now in North Yorkshire. Had a good chuckle on the way up here talking off and on about you. 

I am mainly modest by nature as you know, so this comes from her rather than me. Ash still cannot comprehend how you passed up on me, merely because you couldn't shrug off your 'small town girl' cloak and join me in a civilized life in my then apartment in London. Yes, I realize I hadn't told you how wealthy I was, so I guess you were perhaps a little unsure about your security. It would have taken a little leap of faith, but it would have demonstrated your commitment.

As things turned out, your short term pleasure won out over your long term good. What were we laughing about? Lots of things - you social media comments, all that 'guff' you uttered back in 2006-7 and probably 2008 if memory serves, the fact you couldn't abide a little flaunting on my part...to name but few things.

Talking of your social media comments...Ash commented on them again, or rather the lack of them. She reckons you are scared of him and therefore can't post anything meaningful on there. 

I guess Ash's biggest laugh is at the photos of you, your food and him. Ash reckons as I do that he is a self opinionated narrow man. Someone who feigns a degree of sophistication that is in fact, quite transparently, not there. It's evident in his dress, and yours, his size, and yours, and both your tastes, whether that is in holidays or life's pleasures in general.

Ash reckons you are both the biggest fool going and a b***h. Cutting your nose off to spite your face., but in the end losing out on so many scores. You did me the biggest favor in 'playing away' behind my back. I would never have met Ash if you hadn't. So, once again a very big thank you for allowing me to meet someone who turned out to be the most loving, attentive and gorgeous woman.

You once spoke of his ' size' in a particular department. Well as you didn't have, neither has Ash any complaints about my performance/size over these past 9 - 10 years. I haven't (nor has **!) needed any encouragement, given the vision of the gorgeous woman I married. She does things you never dreamed of. I guess you must have led quite a humdrum existence in that respect. You might say traditional:) Do recall your remark 'where did you learn to make love like that'? I do! Can he manage four times in 24 hours? I did...with you! 

Enough of that talk...I just thought I would remind you of our more pleasurable times.

Since starting this blog we have been enjoying this part of Yorkshire of which Ash hadn't seen too much, but the Lakes call and we will be there soon. Our attorney in Scotland is joining us for the weekend. As you are wont to say....all too often ... that it makes one sick...Fridays are Special. They may be for you, but for me/us every day is. How you can live what remains of your life in the fashion that you do, beats me. I think it beats you, too.

It's not what you really wanted, if the truth be known, but you made your choice and are well and truly lumbered with it now. I couldn't bear the thought of not being with the person I love until weekends or holidays. After we 'parted' I recall you saying ' why do I always make the wrong decisions'. Well.........you did didn't you with me....big time. 

I told you then but you wouldn't listen. Plus, I think you were/are scared of him and his possible reaction.

All part of history now but you are supposed to take on board the lessons from history - if you have then I guess you aren't the happiest person around. I am and that was the biggest favor/ gift you ever gave me. 

Here's a reminder of that guy and a couple of locations you missed out on among many others...the first is Northern Queensland and the second is Oahu, Hawai'i. You would have loved both!

Onward and upward, as they say,  and that is exactly what we will be doing tomorrow. Parting photo...Waikiki...at night. Fancy a romantic stroll. Whoops sorry, I already have someone 

Ciao...you foolish little lady

H to K shouldn't be difficult to work out......:))